Very quickly I discovered the power of Om Namah Shivay and because of reading books about Babaji I was very interested in His Message, which is still ,the best‘ ...


Very quickly I became a real fan of Karma Yoga. This highest Yoga is doing selflessly things with the full concentration on the Mantra, not to talk during action, not to get honour for what you did ...


The combination of Om Namah Shivay and Karma Yoga is the revoluton in itself !!! Feeding the mind with Divine Power and doing things for others without payment is real the thing of the things.


I came as a Punk to Haidakhanand Babaji‘s Message is the only real Punk, its the opposit of what the Kali Yuga credo is telling us ...

In the beginning I had a ,Karma Yoga Guru‘. Someone who was working in Babaji times there showed me the best way of acting up for love and I became a heavy fan of this Yoga, starting after breakfast and going on after lunch until the evening was our credo and I loved it.


Doing and doing people discovered that this Lal Baba was repairing everyhting and making solutions for problems and suddenly i was only busy to serve the problems of others, in their order or in their begging ...


But this was not Karma Yoga anymore. I also came to this world knowing nothing and why I should serve lazy people who don‘t look over the end of the plate? I stopped all activities.


Sri Maha Muniraj protected me all these years in my crazy way of being a Punk in an Ashram and the order was: „Lal Baba can do what he wants“ ...

Coming and going to and from India was my lifestyle for many many years. I tried to be a ,lal Baba‘ and did my best but ...


From the beginning I didn‘t like this group, the devotees, the Gurubhais and Gurubhens. I didn‘t understand all the behaviours to handle ,His Teachings‘ and felt like in a sect where people speak water but drink vine.


From the beginning I hate this two class scociety, which was even more than two class ... First the ones who saw Babaji, they were ,the best‘ and than the ones who have been in India or not, this was the next group and than we had the v.i.p. people who acted there proud and showed the ,better ones‘.


Of course Babaji and Munirajji played with this. Babaji Himself told us, that people created differences in caste ot whatever to rule over each other.


Mostly those ones who talked about Karma Yoga didn‘t do it. They called this ,inner work‘ and used others to fulfill their things. It is Haidakhandi style that you are very welcome when people can use you, when you follow their instructions you get ,honour‘ and ,specials‘ ... but this is not Babaji‘s world.

After a big fight with one ashram leader in which he beated me very very much and destroying my property I left this group, discovered a German Neem Karoli Baba Ashram and stayed there for 6 years.


After 7 years I travelled to India with my wife and Munirajji wanted me to be around Him. I stayed with Him and the best time in my life started.


For me it was the most crazy thing: the one who never followed the official rules, who only listened to his heart was suddenly there, where so many people wanted to be and they took all tricks to be there. Germans complained about me again and again - jaleousy 108%


In earlier times Guruji‘s surrounding was closed. Few people played their game: Its my Guru and closed the doors and established this different class system.


The idea of making planetbabaji was also to open the doors to the ,boss floor‘. I never took those specials, i did not get affected from this seperation.


When i was new in this ,job‘ (i cooked for him) Ganga told me: Lal Baba tomorrow you come for Padukka Puja. I answered No. Ganga, I never liked this leela when few people can go in and the moajority has to stay out and always the same people were there present ...


What I did ?! I made a livestream from this Puja and so people could see it. The laptop was in the havankhund and people could see on the monitor what happened inside this closed room ... hahaha this is really Punk !!!

The funny thing in all this ,spiritual life‘ was the fact that my planetbabaji site was polishing the egos of the people because the pictures were sended worldwide and got much feed back, but on the other side this Punk who give a shit for forms and this slimy behaviour and this greed, this endless greed from the ones who were of a different class.


Babaji‘s Teachings are giving much answers, they are readed every day in His ashrams, but sorry, I dont see His followers jumping into the nothing, leaving their constructions of good and bad, and jumping totally into the lap of God ...


Of course my blogs were critical and my personal stalker fucked me off many times after telling the truth. There is the glorious Haidakhan, the place where Lord Shiva touched the earth with His holy feet ... but there is also ego stuff and selfishness and a holy fassade of being very corrupted and not in the truth ...

Do you know how much commission is sended from the eye lense companies and from the ayurveda companies to the doctors of the Chiliyanaula Hospital ?


You have no idea how much money is made with this. One doctor told me how this system is working and He went another way until He got mobbed away ...


This doctor was treated from Munirajji always very special and the other doctor got the place to show his entertainment, but with the true and honest doctor Munirajji was supersweet ...


This doctor studied medicine, than learned the eye operations in  a team. In the beginning He was the assistant and in the end the boss of the team. He made more than 60.000 operations without any mistake !!!!!


After getting mobbed away the Samaj found a new doctor just coming from university. He killed more than 70 eyes and the atmosphere in Chilianaula changed dramatically. Peple wanted to beat us, because we gave such a bad service. Ashram ladies were afraid of this, asked in a public meeting how they can handle this but the meeting went on without any answer ...


Babaji told us: „My heart is wounded from thousands of knives.“ If His organisation doesn‘t face the truth ... the next knives are stiched into Babaji‘s heart !!!

planetbabaji was the only connection for years to Haidakhan in the cyber mechanical way. Even the email situation was made by planetbabaji, by myself.


Before emails to The Samaj were never answered and i went into it to give service to Babaji devotees. It was not easy to get connection with an office, which boycotts this way of communication, the fear about computers ...


But we got it done. But with much stress. To fight against the Kailash is not easy, but for His devotees I did these things ... until I wanted to put the office in charge for this.


I donated my imac, a thousand Euro machine, but when I put it on the table it was immediately put away. I bought the needed things for getting connected ... but in the end I got a mail from The Samaj, that the ,office Ladies are not able to make this much work‘ and The Samaj overtook this Email story.


Complains came to me, I wrote to them, got no answer. Hopeless. I am like a persona non grata ... The funny thing is that my internet connection was not used for the office but for private facebook sessions etc.


This is really NOPUNK


Because of the email story i got into the politics there and this was my overkill:


A group from 8 people wanted to come to Haidakhan and we wrote and I helped them with all the needed informations ...

When I met them in Haidakhan few days after their arrival I asked them ,how you like Haidakhan‘ and I heared one of the moist terrible stories of my life there ...

I published this in the sytem of speeking the truth, but got immediately attacked from my stalker, who told me that I am disturbing Babaji‘s work. Not the one who threw a baby dog in the temple so much on the ground that the dog was crying so loud and the little boy sitting there got a trauma. The Babaji picture got blood (blood in a Hindu temple is a heavy thing) and the Shanti was gone. Those people boycotted now the activities ...


It was my Punk duty and my duty of being devotee from „The Lord of Truth“ but his organization stopped me.



OK

I stopped now this all. It was time. I am not strong enough to live with such an image there. This planetbabaji work was costly and intense and nice, I had many leelas of misunderstanding was even thrown out of the ashram, because my karma yoga happened in the night. In the night there is light in Haidakhan, the internet was good and Europe was online ... but the formalists didnt see my not moving stones ... but pushing pixels through His world.

One day ... I was busy with cutting a movie for the Divali, underwater scenes projected on dancing kids was the idea. One Duty boss told me that I have to do Karma Yoga and it has to be seen, because people complained that I do nothing. I told that I have no time and asked for a worker. I got the worker, paid him and the thing was ok.


WHAT IS THIS ???


Shastriji who didn‘t come to Haidakhan not because He was so old. He didn‘t like to go there anymore. I lived long time with Him together and He told me:


„Lal Baba, in Babaji times there was one king in Haidakhan and now there are many ...
The rules will kill Haidakhan.“

I left my school after 27 years and try to do what I was teached there: Working for humanity.


Nepal is the best place to practise humanity. People are still without houses and it will be a wonderful experience to jump into a totally new and unknown country and the system of eartquake resistant houses. I never did this before, learned carpenter, but this subject is new for me.


Also to make a website was new for me and few may be remember the beginning, when the site looked quite ugly. But this is real Punk - to enter unknown space with knowing that my Lord Shiva is behind me and will help me.


Thank you Babaji

And thank you all to watch to my planetbabaji site. In the beginning there were 47 clicks per day, this went up to 200-300-500-1000 aqnd up to 2500 on one day.


It was a nice time to serve you, it was a heavy job and the feed back, the non feed back made me many times sad. I was working only for this, created the heaven kutia and all the needed things to do this ...


but the re-action was many many times very poor. My idea of creating a circle didnt work, but this is Kali Yuga.


planetbabaji will go on, but not in this daily actual uploaded style. I can not live anymore in haidakhan and watch the egos growing and watch the boring atmosphere of people who say The Guru left the body, but they act like He died. In the moment Haidakhan is busy with past and most of the ,in charge‘ people serve the past.


Babaji is present. He is now here, even in Nepal. Babaji is everywhere teaching us everyhwere in everything. We dont need anymore so much Haidakhan ...


Haidakhan is the world. The world is Haidakhan


PHURO

Here is my favourite Babaji Teaching. It was ,my guide‘ in all my years acting up for truth ...

This is a new universal law, given for Herakhan Vishwa Mahadham, since the new code for the universal kingdom will start from Herakhan. This law will be universal law.This is not for one country but for all the world.

"Dhara 44"-Code No. 44-is the name of this law, and a person can be punished if he breaks this law. All of you must obey the law. This is a universal law. The world is going to be a universal kingdom ; there will be one king, one law in the whole universe.

The old laws and regulations are not applicable now. They have lost their validity; due to corruption in the law ministries, the old law is no law now. The new law is like a morphine injection-it has immediate effect.

Do not take the law into your hands. Be controlled by the law; do not control the laws by taking them into your own hands ...


He says that "I" and "my" have put a veil over the hearts of people. People have become self-centred and selfish. How can there be peace when the mind is full of ego and selfishness? Who is big enough in this world now to sacrifice himself for universal service and love? People have degenerated to the point that they are prepared to kill or harm others for their own selfish works or motives.

All of you must try to destroy the corrupted law and establish true law in the world.

There was a true comment on facebook according to this blog. I like this because when doing critic I was always told to be the ,bad one‘ and the ,black one‘ and ,negativity‘.
Me, who only described what was there.    ahahaha

hej, nice and sad at the same time to read your story. I´ve been there in Haidakhan in the 70´s and I really meet Babaji. I sat together with him for a while. But for most of all the people surrounding him I felt the same like you describe - so many years ago! But this might be very humanly, many are doing just their business, their way of life - adjusted to their circumstances - their is no glorious, no holyness, but just humanly littleness. But there is one hope because of the seeds, that was planted inside their hearts, they might be grow up, but slowly

Another comment on facebook:


I would like to express my thankfulness and appreciation to you for helping me get to Haidakhan from where I was lucky to get nothing but blessing and goodwill. I appreciate your work and effort you have done to connect people to Babaji and Haidakhan in so many ways. Still for many people Haidakhan is a sacred place with a great transformation power and serves all the planet despite of duality in which we live most of the time. Many stories and people experiences are still confirming this positive side as well. I like your post because it can potentially also help on identifying weaknesses and things that could be improved. And there is always something to improve. From one side it is sad to hear that you are "leaving", but on the other hand it looks just as a path in the process of transformation.